Chapter 6.3a : The first breath ...

The weather was fine for the Sun again did not fail to shine. The sky was clear and the air was still. A long journey I took and now before me stood before a gateway. The gateway calls for me and my heart yearns to step through it, but something was holding me back. The courage which I had before has turn into dust and the fear within me grew out of control. My legs failed me and the heat of the battle forced sweat to slip down my troat. Who can I turn to? No, I am alone and this is my fight. Turning to the sky and embracing the Sun once again, I regained me strength and finally walked through the door.

I was sent into another dimension. A place which I could not recall. There are faces, faces with I could not recognise. Some wandered around with fearful faces while others ignored my exsistence. The place was cold, colder then the winds from either poles. The air was tense and every breathe is now a struggle. My courage waned and the seed of Fear prospered once again. Its roots harboured into my soul as it paralysed my mind. Its leaves grew into my thoughts and weakened my body. Its flowers bloomed all over as it slowly drained whatever courage that was left in me. The hope with I once beheld has vanished, for now my visions has turned into dreadful memories. No, I am alone and this is my fight.

Even in the darkest moments courage and strength can prevail some say. And that is what I held onto. Holding desprately to them, I endured the darkness which fed mercilessly on me. And true enough, the passing of time made the shadow past as the light claimed its place within once more.

I have endured this terror onced, but I doubt I could do it again. No, I am alone and this is my fight. The Light, give me strength ... .. .

Chapter 4.0 : A hand to aid ...

The clouds were grey and the land is wet,
I was brought back to life again with no bet.
The air was cold and my body was weak,
but my mind was somehow at its peak.

The floor was damp with countless puddles,
but the Sun gave us a nice warm cuddle.
Our spirits were lifted,
and our strength rejuvenated.

Quickly we came into battle,
but neither ends were not ready to settle.
Finally we gave in,
and took no heed to our sin.

We energized through food and drink,
and so we sat to listen and think.
We pondered over life stories,
while we stoned and said our sorries.

A sad tale I was told,
it was one which I could behold.
I offered my hand of aid,
but I guess it was too afraid.

Expressing in the most unpredictable way,
somehow I could see it sway.
The sorrows are stacking,
and its resistance is failing.

How I wish I could help,
for somehow I could hear it yelp.
To make things once again even,
if only a chance I was given.

Chpater 5.0 : Realisation

The Earth rotates endlessly, like an endless battles which we have to fight reluctantly. The need for money to purchase. The need for fame to feel confident. The need for music to groove with. The need for the internet for games and leisure. The need for education to get a grip of the future. The need for friends to feel belonged to. The need for love to be comforted. The need for family to feel safe. The need for air to feel alive.

Everyday we wake up to carry out an unpleasurable cycle so unnoticable that we do not even know it's there. Everday we search endlessly for what we have longed seeked for. Everyday we blindly follow the flow of evolution. Everyday we seek the same cure for our aches and pains. Everday we sleep on the same bed. Everyday we breathe the same polluted air.

Through time, we manipulate one another to overtake them. Through time, we trick our way through homeworks and tests. Through time, we lie to each other so that we would not be lonely anymore. Through time, we backstab each other to see the other suffer while we stand triumphant. Through time, we swindled foolish souls to satisfy our greed. Through time, we hope to cheat death for as long as we can. Through time, we deceive ourselves that we are happy.

In the end, we find out that we can't mend our mistakes. In the end, we see that we are nothing more but savages. In the end, we accept that friends are nothing more then an illusion of evil. In the end, we realise that our lives are filled with lies and deceit. In the end, we realise that life is meanlingless. In the end, we are alone. In the end, we die alone.

Chapter 6.2 : Reinforcing ...

Through these times, I've built a wall which runs so high.
I worked day and night without a sigh.
Everyday I look into the pale blue sky,
as I watch the clouds roll by.

As months past by my wall grew thick,
harder and stronger then any brick.
While the Sun showered me with light,
the Moon reveals a world of twilight.

Spears and arrows shall not pass,
a waste of time for those who does.
Concealed within I stand strong,
for I will defend it for long.

No force to wound me,
no words to hurt me.
No threats to shower me,
no sorrows to haunt me.

My wounds have yet to heal,
I don't expect you to feel.
My strength has yet to return,
and I do not expect your concern.

I made my stand and I will not falter,
you shall not make me weaker.
I stood by my word regardless the outcome,
and I shall always overcome.