Chapter 2.9 : It is a cold night this day ...

As I lay upon the dampened green meadows on the isolated hill top,

I caught sight of something so beautiful that no cloud could block.

The sky was clear and deep with drakness,

the land was silent and still with no witness.

The lonely Moon glowed sadly in the Heavens,

the stars glittered gently like a falling nickle.

The air was heavy and stealth with fog,

the wind was fast and cold as it whistles through the hollow logs.

It is a cold night this day, very cold ...

Where were the days when the Sun showed up in the sky,

to dry the tears of all that had cried.

Where were the clouds that rolled freely up in the sky,

to shade our faces that would run dry.

Where were the birds that flew up the in the sky,

to sing, to dance, to beautify the sky.

Where were you when I needed you most,

to know that I could never again hold you close.

The cold wind pierced right through my body,

causing numb and sorrow whenever I am lonely.

The cold wind pierced right through my heart,

causing me pain like a thousand paper cuts.

The cold wind pierced right through my soul,

causing me to ponder if I should go.

The cold wind pierced right through my life,

causing me to doubt whether I could ever survive.

It is a cold night this day, very cold ...

Chapter 1.4 : Is it just an excuse to stay close to you ...

From different worlds we have to meet,

maybe it's destiny or just plain fate.

Though at first we repel like-liked poles,

but as the sands of time slip down the hourglass,

everything changes ...

When my world turned pitch black,

you brought light that illuminated the dark.

When my fears get the better of me,

you gave me courage to persevere.

When my painful past comes haunting me,

you stood by me, assuring me that everything will be alright.

When my heart turns cold by the bitter winds of the silent night,

you held me tight, keeping me warm in the arms of  your delicate heart.

And now it is time to face the facts,

that there are thing in this world that we cannot sack.

What we had is something special,

something that I will always treasure.

An unspoken feeling that binds us as one,

but somehow we cannot stop what we have already begun.

I would follow you around the outer blocks,

just to make sure that you do not fall.

I would listen to all the hidden gossips,

just to make sure that you will not be harmed.

I would peep through that tiny window,

just to make sure that you are feeling well.

I would jump through hoops and leap over fences,

just to make sure that you are near.

Maybe it is because I want to see you safe,

or is it just an excuse to stay close to you?

The current situation is clear to thee,

that we are bound by love that creates no unfortunate scene.

Confession is something that we cannot do,

for this fragile connection might come through.

In need of your presence in my life,

we had no other choice but to lie.

To know that you are safe and sound,

to know that you will always be there right next to me.

Chapter 1.3 : Nothing more from above ...

Awakened by the gentle rays of the Sun,

there you are laying next to me.

Your sweet smile upon your angelic face,

leaves me no other choice but to stay.

Those silky long hair that lay in a file,

though messy and all I like your style.

I could lay all day just looking at you sleep,

maybe you were taking silent but harmless peeps.

As you slowly open those watery eyes,

and release that heavenly smile.

I can't help but to nudge you close,

till our vision narrowed eye to eye.

As our hearts races by the second,

our urge to hold has soon turned to touch.

Our breathe grew deep and warm,

kindling a feeling that is so dangerously pure.

Though our minds might slow the link,

but our hearts were in perfect sync.

As our vision slowly gave way to our skin,

and so our lips have sinned.

A feeling so raw that I could only give in,

maybe I didn't even want to to be seen.

Make this very moment last forever,

then I shall ask nothing more from above.