Chapter 1.0 : Should ... ?

You caught my eye like the Sun in the sky.
An internal warmth I felt that I can't get enough of.
The passing rain clouds dissapear right in front of my very eyes.
Your smile shines through the clouds that frown.

Somehow you got me hypnotised.
I can awake, but choose to decline.
Conjure your spells onto me.
Take me into your darkest dreams.

My stomach's filled with butterflies.
My palm sweats when our eyes meet.
My mind goes blank when you smile at me.
My soul's a mess when we speak.

Should I stay, or should I go?
Should I go, or should you stay?
Should I stay , or should you go?
Should you go, or should you stay?

Chapter 6.19 : Choose ...

Choose to see what there is to see.
Choose to feel what there is to feel.
Choose to hear what there is to hear.
Choose to think what there is to think.
Choose to touch what there is to touch.
Choose to trust who there is to trust.

No vision to see the future.
No one to sense your presence.
No sound to hear ones cry.
No thoughts to ponder upon.
No soul to open your heart to.
No promises to keep.

Broaden your sight and save the ones in need.
Widen your senses and be sensitive about others.
Speak your mind and let others understand you.
Create dreams and let your imagination run wild.
Trust yourself and rely less on others.
Forge bonds that bind and never let them go.

Choose your path.
No turning back.
Look straight and move forward.

Chapter 6.18 : Concluded

Gathered for a common interest,
we fought together to get first.
Laughing at the prey in which we pawned,
all of those could be written in a song.

The respect that you give I cannot deny.
The kindness that you shower I cannot reject.
The laughter that you bring I cannot ignore.
The openness that you sing I cannot exclude.

Deep in thought it soon projected,
somehow I will soon be rejected.
Fear the shadow that was created,
somehow I have already concluded.

Chapter 6.17 : Old allegiance lingers ...

Old allegiance lingers in my mind,
my freedom that I had I cannot find.
Clouding the present time and again,
my senses I somehow cannnot retain.

The path of time seem the wind down,
like the leaves of the autumn trees I cannot count.
Confused my mind winds and twirls,
sometimes I wish it was easy to hurl.

Chapter 6.16 : Ponder ...

Sing a song which fills the air with joy,
let all that are tense uncoil.
Spread those feathered wings and fly,
up to the rolling clouds so high.
Dive into the clearest sea,
what is there not to see.

Dream of the wildest dreams,
along with some strawberries and cream.
Reach for the goal that you have always wished,
like a widow long for her husband's kiss.
The Sun and Moon shall always rise,
just like how we all try to be nice.

Chapter 5.4 : Will you take it or will you pass?

My hand I offer to whoever is in need.
Take it with no fear,
your thoughts and secrets I will hear.
Let loose your feelings that you hold dear,
let your heart again be clear.

My thoughts I offer to those who ask.
Think carefully before you ask,
silence yourself if I pass.
Pursue me if you dare,
beware for I might flare.

My loyalty I entrust to anyone.
Take it; you need not ask,
beware that it is no simple task.
A simple loyalty is all I ask,
will you take it or will you pass?

Chapter 6.15 : The cycle ...

On the edge of a cliff I stand,
a sea ahead that has no end.

A thin soft lush grew below my feet,
that no machines nor humans can beat.
The sky was clear and bright that day,
it is there that my heart lay.
The little clouds rolled by slowly,
a stretch of arm and I can reach them barely.
The wind was fresh and cool,
like angels dancing around I flew.

A sudden presence I felt behind,
what a bright day it should be fine.
I stretched my arms as the wind blew by,
sometimes I feel that I could fly.
The Sun's rays shine upon my face,
warming me up at a slow pace.
It got closer but I felt no threat,
a little shy maybe that I will get.

A short sharp sting I felt behind my back,
no mercy nor hope it does not lack.

To my knees I fell like an apple from a tree,
the pain that impaled had took hold of me.
The sky turned darker then it was,
wondering what was the cause.
The currents of the sea grew rough,
crashing against the rocks it engulf.
The creatures of the Earth had retreated,
the winged had all departed.

To the ground I fell like a dried leaf from a tree,
waiting for its time to past like me.
The Earth that was once green is now tainted,
by red from which my blood spurted.
The air grew thick and heavy,
every breath is now short and weary.
My vision is now painted with darkness,
unable to recover from this emptyness.

Turning back I will not do,
for a chance I give for a wrong move.
There I lay for my time to past,
a second chance or life I will not ask.
Destiny is now taking me on another journey,
and I have faith that it will be sunny.
Thinking of the past that was still bright,
somehow my mind had taken flight.

As my last breath came I closed my eyes,
returning to the Earth without any price.

Chapter 6.14 : Good is evil, as evil is good ...

Good is evil, as evil is good.
Black is white, as white is black.
Living is dead, as dead is living.
Good is evil, as evil is good.

Outer influences clog my mind,
pondering whether to be kind.
Reality struck me like a lightning bolt,
sinking all that I have on my boat.

Ripped by the swift winds.
Pounded by the icy rain.
Scorched by the burning Sun.
Battered by the sifting sands.

Stranded on a distant shore,
wondering what i'm here for.
Maybe to refresh my thoughts,
as well as the battles that I fought.

Good is evil, as evil is good.
Black is white, a white is black.
Living is dead, as dead is living.
Good is evil, as evil is good.

Chapter 6.13 : Feel ...

Everyday I see you rise from the Earth,
it is you that awakes my nerves.
The warm touch you give me every day,
from the bed in which I lay.

Fluffy and white you pass me by,
sometimes dark when you cry.
To feel your touch and your existence,
with no machines or any assistance.

A gentle light you spread through the land,
in places where I need a hand.
Changing in appearance everyday we meet,
many surprises you still keep.

Shining like a jewel in the sky,
washing away all the sly.
Guiding countless through the deep,
but somehow I know I could not keep.

Chapter 3.2 : Threat ...

A threat you send to me,
for what reason I cannot see.
For pleasure or status,
or is it just a curse.

Who gave you the right to insult my rights?
Who gave you the power to control my might?
Who gave you the authority to restrict my fight?
Who gave you the darkness to block my light?

Jokes are funny for the young.
Joy is brought for the lucky one.
Warmth you give just like the sun.
Knowledge you sing like none.

Threats are no laughing matter to receive.
Curse and insult as you please.
Wounds and bruises you inflict with ease.
your weapon that is I cannot cease.

A shield of valor is all I have.
Hit me not for I am prepared.
No weapon to pound or carve.
Only to have me feel your wrath.

Touch me not ...

Chapter 6.12 : Ups and Downs ...

Life is full of ups and downs,
there is no reason for us to frown.
Time passes by like winds through the meadow,
but somehow it seem too shallow.

Judements rule our daily lives,
unheard voices all that cry.
Justice through a written law,
all is lost just through a fall.

Reasons point the way to go,
but none of us just seem to know.
Choices shape our world ahead,
the past that haunts us till we are dead.

Festive seasons come and go,
bringing warmth right in the cold.
Holidays seem good but lame,
stop us not or you are to blame.

Life is full of ups and downs,
there is no reason for us to frown.
Time passes like wind through the meadow,
but somehow it seems too shallow.

Chapter 6.11 : Crippled ...

Tears of old,
cloud my soul.
Life and death,
blind my path.

Visions of late,
tied my fate.
Misuse of trust,
crumbles my lust.

Wounds are fresh,
tears my gash.
Weights that burden,
greater my pollution.

The weakening light,
darkens my sight.
The overflowing hollow,
amplified my sorrow.

Chapter 5.3 : What is the point?

Friend, a person whom you know well and whom you like a lot, but who is usually not a member of your family. Everybody needs a friend. Everybody wants a friend. Everybody sees a friend. But not everybody have a friend.

Having a friend is like having someone to share your thoughts and feelings to. Someone to rely on in times of doubt. Someone to trust your deepest darkest secrets. Someone to gossip and pin-point with. Someone to share your happiest and saddest moments of your everyday. Someone to count on when you are cornered. Someone to understand why you are what you are doing. Someone to respect who you are. Someone to be there for you, no matter what.

Friends are sent to Earth by the almighty forces from the skies. But what are their true purposes for being sent here. You meet. You bond. You leave. What sense does that make? It seems all sweet and happy at first, then you get used to each other and starts to drift apart. Eventually when time stetches the already fragile bond, you leave. That leaves you broken and shattered and eventually lost ...

What is the point of befriending another when you know that in the end, you are alone. What is the point of opening yourself to another when you know that in the end, they will leave. What is the point of accepting another when you know that in the end, you will be hurt and lost. What is the point when in the end, it is all for himself ...

Chapter 5.2 : Should I reveal ...

Smiles and cheerful it seems to be,
talking and asking about the key.
Divided by destiny we were left stranded,
somehow we bonded with nothing added.

Experiencing the unknown ahead,
it has always been just a bait.
Time passes and colours seem to reveal,
some brought joy while others seal.

Asking questions of my doubt,
silent and calm you always sound.
Daggers of great precision flew,
somehow I already knew.

Should I reveal not the enemy?

Chapter 6.10 : Sapped ...

A union of people brought together for a common goal,
they look and speak in different speech and tone.
Some were brave, proud, cocky and bold,
others were quiet, silent and cold.

A bond was formed from an unlikely force,
smiles, looks, resource or even flaws.
Nuturing the grip which holds them tight,
not for long it seems out of sight.

Divided by destiny one could not help,
what pain and sorrow could not be felt.
Hanging on to what is left,
somehow all of them have sapped.

Chapter 6.9 : 5 minutes ...

5 minutes it took for my mind to wake up,
the constant ringing of the alarm clock.
4 mintues it took for my legs to step up,
the routine that I have always done.
3 minutes it took my eyes to open,
the glaring lights and pictures taken.
2 minutes it took for my hands to function,
the grabbing and typing of the early news.
1 minute it took for my senses to awaken,
the basics to differ right from wrong.

5 mintues it took for me to feel,
the gentle sunlight upon my skin.
4 minutes it took for me to inhale,
the morning air that lingers in the gale.
3 minutes it took for me to freeze,
the cool air brushing pass my skin.
2 minutes it took for me to see,
the dark clouds had risen from the sea.
1 minute it took for me to realise,
the rain that was told had turn to ice.

5 mintues it took for me to smile,
the sight of you is worth my while.
4 minutes it took for me to see,
the conclusion that we are dressed alike.
3 minutes it took for me to speak,
the unusual conversations that we seek.
2 minutes it took for me to notice,
the aura that you send difts me from this.
1 minute it took for me to realise,
the repetition of my daily life.

Chapter 6.8 : In the end ...

Distant we are from each other like the Poles of the Earth.
Our voices seem to fade and vanish in the cold gale.
Guided to never meet our fates are seal.
Confusion and doubt our emotions creep.

Hear not my speech and scream.
Feel not my pain and woe.

See no evil the days have seep.
Warmth and joy we cannot feel.
Fake and illusional is this scene.
Hoping that someone will answer our plea.
The fear that we cannot take this.
Should we stand or should we flee.

Chapter 6.7 : They are coming ...

The flags of the fallen lingered in the cold winds.
The stench of blood in the air is thick.
The ground trembles from an unknown power.
The stars are veiled by a cloud, a dark cloud.
The horizon is nothing but a misty terror.

The trusty sheild is now cleft and broken.
The reluctant blade is now stained with thick and pungent.
The weakened body wounded and damaged.
The will slowly faded away.
The mind slowly drifted astray.

The sky was lit by flashes of fear.
The air grew foul and fetid.
The horizon lifts a cloud of dust and sand.
The ground shakes, drums, drums in the deep.

They are coming ...

Chapter 6.6 : Dark clouds ...

An oath we made long ago straightens our path and vision. A compass in a stormy sea. The light in our darkness. The source of strength in an endless war. The balance between right and wrong. The destiny which we once forsaw. The faith in which we entrusted with. The memories which were tied to them. The will which we bonded with ... it has left us standing on an edge of a knife ... ...

Despite the darkness ahead, we kept pushing through because we promised to. Despite the rough Earth ahead, we endured them because we promised to. Despite the deep dark sea ahead, we thrusted through them because we promised to. Despite the repulsive weather, we tolerated them because we promised to. Despite the merciless beatings, we beared them because we promised to. Despite the endless insults, we withstood them because we promised to. Despite the infinite humiliation, we underwent them because we promised to.

Now we've left to stand on thin ice. The offences were long lost. The defences were tested for too long. The spirit is waning. The moral is failing. The will is withering. The courage is now gone.

How now do we stand up again and keep our word. Should we stand and fight or flee the other way?

This storm is getting darker and deeper then usual ... ...

Chapter 5.1 : What if ...

What if God was one of us, will you pray or deny?
What if God ruled the Earth, will you be in joy or debt?
What if God does not exist, will you daze or craze?

What if the Earth stops rotating, will you be smiling or grieving?
What if the Sun stops shining, will you cheer or laugh?
What if the Moon stops glowing, will you cry or moan?

What if the Land is lost, will you sink or fall?
What if the Sea drys up, will you jump or sombre?
What if the Air dissapears, will you fly or breathe?

What if strangers vanished, will you celebrate or commemorate?
What if friends parted, will you sigh or be driven?
What if families dissolve, will you break down or move on?

What if you are isloated, will you be relieved or sad?
What if you are dying, will you smile or frown?
What if you were not born, will you dream or will you demise?